Clutter of the MIND

CLUTTER OF THE MIND....

The spiral of the UNFORGOTTEN Life

This here that there, a miss, a forgotten momento

Another purchase left unattended and thrown amongst the PILE

The LIFE I see remembered from childhood

The little girl who had no home and knew not where she belonged

A mother who NEVER took care of her own needs

She gave until she had no more and then she exploded

THE SCREAM I recall so well

The daddy who just wanted to LIVE in PEACE

The mother who tried to love herself but found it so much easier

TO LOVE everyone else.....

That is what this Life I see before me recalls to mind

I had to get OUT

I never belonged or so I always felt

Who were these people surrounding my BEING, living in my house?

Could it be my mother and father?

I'm to exhausted to even SPEAK