Monday, April 18, 2011

Random Facts About Me

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After looking at a fellow bloggers blog post I decided to do as she did, post random facts about myself. I have been on Blogspot for quite a while and I have to say that I wish I had more of a relationship with fellow bloggers. I use to have a Yahoo 360 which was so interactive with other bloggers. I miss my fellow bloggers

7 Random Facts About Me::

1. I write in 6 journals each journal has a different theme and depending on how I feel depends on what journal I pick up
2. I want to publish my book of poetry
3. I would love to paint more
4. I live in my dreams at times, taking trips on magical carpet rides
5. I wish I had more artistic friends (Miss My Coffee Shop Friends)
6. I want to learn to play the piano and the guitar and write and sing music
7. I want to travel the world

I guess you could say this is a BUCKET LIST of sorts

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Taken Idea From: http://crazythaughts.blogspot.com/

Sunday, April 17, 2011

I AM READY TO MOVE BEYOND

I'm leaving this place and I want to see the world! Destination UNCHARTED
Ryan/Bryan and I will leave TODAY
Hop on a plan and travel, travel, travel
New York, London, Paris, Rome, Florida Keys
We make our own destiny
I'm 17 now going to Be 18 July 29th
We will make music together and write and do whatever we want to
No children
JUST US
This is the Story of US
LOVE THAT STARTED AS CHILDREN has grown
LIKE AIRPLANES IN THE NIGHT SKY
I'm READY
I AM
I'm PERFECT

Alanis Morissette

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Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Exploration



T.S Elliot wrote: We shall not cease from Exploration an the End of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and KNOW THE PLACE FOR THE FIRST TIME

   All along I see how Love has been right by my side, guiding me, helping me and encouraging me.I know I thought  I had to be a Super Hero to receive this Love that was given to me so freely. NOW, I know that it was given UNCONDITIONALLY. Do we teach ourselves to dislike things? Do we want to be accepted? Do we challenge ourselves at the cost of MORTAL DEATH? I had conditioned my Inner Critic to say, "YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH". THIS IS BULLSHIT, totally I am good enough, smart enough, and lovable enough. I have run out of places to hide, I AM FOUND after being LOST for so many years.

  My blood circulation was cut off at the early age of 16, this is when I chose to PRONOUNCE myself DEAD to everyone. The acts in my play after the age of 16 were all under the Direction of ME, or so I thought. I drank from the Fountain of Innocence and I PROCLAIM MYSELF, ALIVE! Alive to love, live, and laugh. To have FUN, what is FUN TO ME? Not really sure about all the things I think are FUN. I do know that as of right now, this day I TAKE AN OATH TO HAVE FUN AND ALL MORE OF IT! No More taking care of everyone else, it's ME TIME. I don't have a ROAD MAP or a PLAN, but I know that whatever I will be doing, I will HAVE FUN!

Note to SELF: Write Bucket List
Note to Reader: I can't spell to save my life, looking for a great ediror to collaborate
with for my poetry book

Painting from: Chagall earlier works:

                      

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