AFFIRMATIONS - NO MORE DIGGING UP PAIN

Artwork Done By Wonderul Artist Pomegranate Doyle:
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Some people enjoy digging up pain, they relish in it! As for me, if I've overcome something it's time for me to move on. There must be peace after you've walked through that pain. If you're not at Peace with who you are and where you've come from, perhaps more work needs to be done. I can say that although my life is far from PERFECT, I'm at peace with who I AM, sadly not many people can say that. My believe in God allowed me to be at PEACE with Me, Myself, and I. Wow, it feels so DAMN GOOD! Finally I don't have to have that BIG ass boxing glove punching me in the face. Yes, I have plowed down many fields to make my own path, but I still found my destination and I walk on that path today. With God by my side, carrying me at times, taking my head out of the clouds and standing on my foundation. The Warrior at battle sometimes, but able to FIGHT. Many of us don't know who we are battling at times, but when you battle yourself there is sure to be DEEP DESTRUCTION! Finding my PURPOSE and knowing who I AM releases me from BONDAGE. I'm GOD'S CHILD, I'm a WONDERFUL WIFE AND MOTHER, I'm WEIRD, I'm A NERD, I'm GIFTED, I'm always for the UNDERDOG, I'm A WRITER, I'm A POET, I'm A PAINTER, I'm A JEWELRY DESIGNER, I'm NOT MISUNDERSTOOD!


note to reader: I'm a horrible at spelling and I've lost some of my grammar skills so bare with me on my journey

note to self: Affirmation Are Good For The Soul

Fairytale Storybook

  

Since the seasons are changing the emotions are roaring inside of me and my thoughts drift back to my mother quite often at this time of the year. She would be 74 years old if she would be alive today and my father died only 3 months ago. I'm only 42 years old and both of my parents are six feet under, their bodies that is. I experienced brief moments of loss today realizing I no longer have my mother or my father in my life, but then I look over at my amazing husband and my two girls and the world is as it should be. When I think of my mother, I think of a world full of color and excitement. I guess I prefer to think of her HEAVEN as a Colorful Storybook Fairytale and the picture you see here would be the cover of that book. As I'm writing this down I'm thinking what a great idea to give the girls, a Fairy Tale Book about their grandmother that I made, I think to myself, ok an inspiration to write a book (at least a handmade book)  for her two beautiful grandchildren. 

  My Mother had a wonderful spirit of Intense Excitement. She inspired and motivated me in so many ways. I feel inspired today! Thank You MOM for all you did and are still doing for me and my life. 

 Life is BEAUTIFUL, thank you for always believing in me, YOU ARE THE BEST MOTHER ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE.

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